Doing well

Feeling considerably less bloated - perhaps because of the food poisoning I got yesterday and that made me puke everything up. Everything has an upside, I guess. ;)

I still have no clue about what I weigh but my pants don't feel as tight and I feel a lot better abut myself now so it doesn't even really matter. It's actually good for you, living without the numbers for a moment, just going by what you feel...

I've been discovering new things about myself lately and I'm thrilled. For the first time in a while, I'm getting curious about life again. And braver by the day!

R e s t a r t !

So, I "recovered" (aka relapsed into old emotional eating and binging habits) for a bit there and ended up gaining six kilos. I won't be able to lose a lot until August because I'm still stuck at bf's parent's house, but I'll try to do at least something even though I'm constantly debating if I should even do this. Doing it the healthy way is one possibility, but ugh....

Yesterday:
- Two slices of bread with ham
- Rice & chicken, not too much
- Tuna salad

As of today, I have no idea how I'll do.
As of everything until August, I have no fucking clue. I won't have a scale until then.

Some thinspo: