This is getting ridiculous!

Okay, so... Sorry but I have to take a little break from this blog and everything else that's been triggering me like hell. It's stupid to keep myself miserable like this.

I went over a thousand calories, had a panic attack and purged the food my bf had made... I think that's a sign of I SHOULD STOP DOING THIS FUCKING SHIT.

See you later perhaps. Idk. For the time being I'm trying to recover because I'm fucking tired of making myself and those dear to me sad and because I should be at my sharpest on the 9th day at the entrance exam and school will probably start in august so I kind of need my fucking brain in good shape ok.

Yeah.

Fuck this shit.

*kicks blog*